一个男孩对女孩的承诺

女孩，永远都不明白，男孩有多爱她。
女孩，永远都不知道，男孩有多关心她。
女孩，更不会明白，男孩看到她的部落格时，是有多么难过。她更不知道，有些话，看了，让人会觉得难过和心碎。
当男孩看见女孩写的内容时，突然觉得自己很没用，因为女孩觉得男孩对她，还不是真心的。当男孩看见时，男孩觉得自己付出得不够多，对女孩不够好。
但女孩就永远都不知道，男孩真的把女孩当成她的所有了。他没告诉她，但她是不会表达的人，就算告诉了女孩，女孩还是不懂的，不相信的。确实的，女孩选择了，爱自己多点，但男孩并没有怪她，因为，他明白，女孩的心是玻璃做的，很容易就碎了。
男孩只希望女孩能好好地保护自己多点，那么，就算有天男孩没办法保护她时，女孩还能保护自己。男孩，他一旦选择了女孩，他就不打算再换了，更不想再浪费时间去找，应为男孩相信，真爱，是需要磨练的，需要一起经过很多事，真爱才能成就。男孩告诉自己，如果有天女孩她真的离开了男孩，男孩决定不会再找伴侣了，因为男孩跟女孩承诺，＂你会是我唯一的，也是最后的选折，只因为，你是我，爱得最舒服的一个，一点压力都没有。最重要的是，你让我有种想一辈子照顾你，爱你一辈子的，那个女孩。相信我。＂

2011十一月十六日的雨天

在這個寂寞飽滿的城市
許多人愛上了許多人
要不就留下深度不同的傷痕
要不就廝守一生

在這個感情脆弱的城市
許多人離開了許多人
有些到頭來終於能再次復合
有些成了陌生人

誰是世界上最愛你的人
我不輕易問　我安靜的等
繞了一大圈　也許才更能
看見我　堅定不移的眼神

就算不確定　不停在發生
我非常確定什麼是　永恆

誰是世界上最愛你的人
時間會選擇　上天在看著
如果你不想　那麼快就承認
讓答案在風中慢慢地飄著

飄在你的耳邊　輕輕暗示著
誰是世界上最愛你的人

12/10/2011

“再美好的东西，都会有失去的一天。再美的梦，都会有苏醒一天。再爱的人，都有远走的一天。再深的记忆，都有淡忘的一天。我希望，有天，你会慢慢的忘掉那些回忆，我会一直陪着你，忘掉它。就算忘不了，我也会陪你一起回味。只要你不介意，我愿意一直陪着你。”

Awesome weekend getaway

A recap of last weekend getaway. It's just Simply awesome. :D

We departed at 8 in the morning. And here's my Co-driver, Naj. Haha

And here's the twilight, can you all see it? I love the twilight zone. It seems to give hope for me. haha. I know it ridiculous but that's just me. :D

Once we had reached, we simply went to Simply Fish. It's just Simply Nice. LOL

And im glad to met my "more-than-friends", HT, long time man. Glad to to met you.

After the lunch, we went to watch the World Invasion : Battle Los Angeles. This movie is EPIC! I love it. It showed how people stands together as one when things got bad, after all we are still human being, we had feelings. I hope it remain still, love each other the same way.

And we head to the famous layered! Nadeje.

The is my 1st time in my life i went to the chinese ochestra perfomance, the theme is "A touch of symphony". Guess what? It was amazing. Everyone of u haven't experience it, i bet u gona say it BORED! or maybe u gona say HELL TO THE NO! But trust me peeps, u gona love it. I never knew chinese instrument was that amazing. :)

And here's some photos of the group that i went with,

P/S- check out my facebook for more photo. Thank you.

Life's is hard, but take some time out if you could. I had hard times tho, my studies life kinda hectic but i take me some time out to have a lil'rest. Try to feel the breeze sliding over your face, enjoy every little things happened around you, trust me, you'll see how wonderful the life is.

Love your life and don't simply threw it away.

Shits happened sometimes, but that's just life. There's always a solution. U must pick a decision. No matter you turn right or left, there's always a hope if u dare to take the 1st step. There's no turning back in our life, we must face everything no matter how hard it is. Remember, don't lost faith, if we stand together , we unite, we will prevails and survive. Pray hard for Japan.

Regards,

Jer

What i've been up to lately

It’s been 3 months I never update my blog. In this 3 months, I had really busy with my studies and prepare for Chinese New Year thingy. Everything just came so quickly, time flies, time will never stop just for you, it’ll keep on going. I’ll treasure every single second I had. :D

The very first thing I wanted to share was my studies. I had seriously thing about it, what’s going on with me recently? I had lost my motivation, and I need it badly. I taken 5 subject in last semester, it is the Principle of finance, Management decision science, Advanced Management English, Human resource management and Fundamental of accounting. Guess what? It was a total messed. I’m unable to score ace in the principle finance and human resource management in midterm. The other 3 subject I kinda confident with that, probably ACE them. I never felt scared of final exam before, but last sem, I was scared about my human resource management. I ever been that stressed and nervous in my previous studies, but this HRM really made me gone mad. The week I study this subject, I never slept more than 3 hours a day. Yeah, right, it’s 3 hours. I do what Edison said, “Well prepared*Work hard + Sacrifice = Success”, and this is the Edison’s rule. But too bad, I left the well prepared behind. DANG! So I work harder and harder. It was fun if u really enjoy your study, but make sure you do it the right way. During the exam, I was frustrated when I saw the questions, I know what it’s all about but I forgotten what I memorize. This is a big lesson to me, it makes me understand that as a student, we must be well prepared for everything, we must understand what it’s all about and pay attention during the lecture. I just hoping that I could seriously pass the HRM. God Bless me. Guess what? I did passed my HRM with out of expectation result. I’m glad I was blessed. Thank god.

Well, other than studies, what I’ve up to? Yeah! It’s Chinese new year. It was the most happening and happiest celebration to all Chinese. I really love Chinese New Year. Why? Because I’m able to meet my cousins and had a great time with them even though we’re just hanging out at my uncles and grandpa’s house. I love them so much, more than words. I love every single member of my family. I know sometimes I didn’t showed nor speak how much I love u guys, but from the deep of my heart, y’all will stayed forever and ever. Another thing I liked about Chinese New Year was the food. Hell yeah! FOOD RULES! My top chef in house aka my pretty and lovely mommy, she was the one who prepared all those delicious foods. In the new year of lunar calendar, I had something to tell, I wanted to say : “It was a great year in 2010. I wanted make a toss to my awesome family member. Mom, Thank u. Thanks for taken good care of me all of the time, I know I’ve being stubborn sometimes, but I don’t mean it, please forgive me. Dad, thanks to u too. Giving me so much opportunities of taking chances in future, paying me so much invisible love that u could ever say out loud like mom do. Bros, Bryan and Hsien, I wanted to thank u guys so much of being such a good example to me, even if u guys JUMP on me when I was little, but u know what? I missed those days. I mean it. Since we’re growing up, we never been that close anymore. Bryan busying in his work and Hsien was busy in his civil engineering course. I’m proud of u, Hsien. U always been a good example and a good brother to me. And last but not least, my lovely sister, Jia Le. Thank u of being my best friend when I’m home even I know I totally make u gone mad when u was little. But u was too cute to make fun with. Hahaha. That’s all of toss and cheers for the coming 2011. Loads of love. :D “

Another thing I wanted to speak out in my own little space was The Quake Incident of Japan. It’s so sad to saw all the saddest thing happened in just one week. Quake and Tsunami made the Jap’s peeps lose EVERYTHING in just one blinked eyes. Dear God, what have we been through, it’s a lot to see and learned. What’s the value of it? I see something real true in the Japanese. Love + Caring+ Sharing, all these values were so TRUE to me once I saw the incident. I was defeated by the natural disaster. I’m totally surrendered! Dear god, I never asking too much from you, I really hoping Japan could stand still, stay strong, get well recover soon and bless all of The sons & daughters of you who living in this peace world. We do have conflict sometimes, fighting with each other, for me, there’s no point of fighting of something. After all we all are human being, we learned what is “Sharing is Caring”. We do care each other too. I felt so disappointed to myself, I wish I could do something for the victims in Japan, but I’m not strong enough to help y’all, I’m sorry, Japan. From all the best wishes by me to you, stay strong Japan. Loads of love.

I’ve been reading a novel lately(kinda addicted to reading.lol), the novel named “ Dear John by Nicholas Sparks” . Want to know what’s it all about? Anyone of you seriously had to read about it IF you likes chic-lit. I know it was wrong for a tuff guy like me who reading those chic-lit, but TRUST me, I bet you guys going to felt the same way as I do. Well, this novel been created in a motion picture now, just as the same name like the novel’s title do. *Dear John(Try to google it.)* The storyline was just too touch and sensibility. Every single letter they wrote to each other, it almost makes me cry. Indeed, I drop few tears in the reading and in the movie as well. John and Savannah was the couple who involve in this superb distance relationship. They loved each other, but Savannah had her own reason and broken what they promised at the first time. John takes 5 years to get over it and still he couldn’t while he was still in his army’s service. *Want to know more? Read it or watch it. Trust me, you’ll never regret.*

In the end of the story, they broke up few years back(5 years I guess) but they got along together at last. I learned some values from this story, distance is the real challenging barriers, if a couple could seriously won over the distance and stay strong with each other, there’s nothing impossible for them at all. But seriously distance sucks! Even Savannah couldn’t stand for the distance. So hope you all would seriously watch or read this. Was kinda amazing though.

Well, I should stop here. I’ve been talking to much I guess and thanks for bear with me for reading my whole story, what I ve up to few months back. Before I stop, I had something to tell YOU, yeah, YOU! You know who you are. If YOU reading this, I wanted to confess that I had a crush on you. I hope we really could work out though. :) I didn’t know what will happen in future, but I know what I wanted now. So there's something else I wanna tell you. Right before everything went black, you wanna know the very last thing that entered my mind? You. *dreaming* Wishing you had great times in all days. :)

Alright, I better off now. So, later peeps. Great night ahead.

Loads of love,

Jer

A song dedicated to whoever reading this.