一个男孩对女孩的承诺

女孩，永远都不明白，男孩有多爱她。
女孩，永远都不知道，男孩有多关心她。
女孩，更不会明白，男孩看到她的部落格时，是有多么难过。她更不知道，有些话，看了，让人会觉得难过和心碎。
当男孩看见女孩写的内容时，突然觉得自己很没用，因为女孩觉得男孩对她，还不是真心的。当男孩看见时，男孩觉得自己付出得不够多，对女孩不够好。
但女孩就永远都不知道，男孩真的把女孩当成她的所有了。他没告诉她，但她是不会表达的人，就算告诉了女孩，女孩还是不懂的，不相信的。确实的，女孩选择了，爱自己多点，但男孩并没有怪她，因为，他明白，女孩的心是玻璃做的，很容易就碎了。
男孩只希望女孩能好好地保护自己多点，那么，就算有天男孩没办法保护她时，女孩还能保护自己。男孩，他一旦选择了女孩，他就不打算再换了，更不想再浪费时间去找，应为男孩相信，真爱，是需要磨练的，需要一起经过很多事，真爱才能成就。男孩告诉自己，如果有天女孩她真的离开了男孩，男孩决定不会再找伴侣了，因为男孩跟女孩承诺，＂你会是我唯一的，也是最后的选折，只因为，你是我，爱得最舒服的一个，一点压力都没有。最重要的是，你让我有种想一辈子照顾你，爱你一辈子的，那个女孩。相信我。＂

2011十一月十六日的雨天

在這個寂寞飽滿的城市
許多人愛上了許多人
要不就留下深度不同的傷痕
要不就廝守一生

在這個感情脆弱的城市
許多人離開了許多人
有些到頭來終於能再次復合
有些成了陌生人

誰是世界上最愛你的人
我不輕易問　我安靜的等
繞了一大圈　也許才更能
看見我　堅定不移的眼神

就算不確定　不停在發生
我非常確定什麼是　永恆

誰是世界上最愛你的人
時間會選擇　上天在看著
如果你不想　那麼快就承認
讓答案在風中慢慢地飄著

飄在你的耳邊　輕輕暗示著
誰是世界上最愛你的人

12/10/2011

“再美好的东西，都会有失去的一天。再美的梦，都会有苏醒一天。再爱的人，都有远走的一天。再深的记忆，都有淡忘的一天。我希望，有天，你会慢慢的忘掉那些回忆，我会一直陪着你，忘掉它。就算忘不了，我也会陪你一起回味。只要你不介意，我愿意一直陪着你。”

Awesome weekend getaway

A recap of last weekend getaway. It's just Simply awesome. :D

We departed at 8 in the morning. And here's my Co-driver, Naj. Haha

And here's the twilight, can you all see it? I love the twilight zone. It seems to give hope for me. haha. I know it ridiculous but that's just me. :D

Once we had reached, we simply went to Simply Fish. It's just Simply Nice. LOL

And im glad to met my "more-than-friends", HT, long time man. Glad to to met you.

After the lunch, we went to watch the World Invasion : Battle Los Angeles. This movie is EPIC! I love it. It showed how people stands together as one when things got bad, after all we are still human being, we had feelings. I hope it remain still, love each other the same way.

And we head to the famous layered! Nadeje.

The is my 1st time in my life i went to the chinese ochestra perfomance, the theme is "A touch of symphony". Guess what? It was amazing. Everyone of u haven't experience it, i bet u gona say it BORED! or maybe u gona say HELL TO THE NO! But trust me peeps, u gona love it. I never knew chinese instrument was that amazing. :)

And here's some photos of the group that i went with,

P/S- check out my facebook for more photo. Thank you.

Life's is hard, but take some time out if you could. I had hard times tho, my studies life kinda hectic but i take me some time out to have a lil'rest. Try to feel the breeze sliding over your face, enjoy every little things happened around you, trust me, you'll see how wonderful the life is.

Love your life and don't simply threw it away.

Shits happened sometimes, but that's just life. There's always a solution. U must pick a decision. No matter you turn right or left, there's always a hope if u dare to take the 1st step. There's no turning back in our life, we must face everything no matter how hard it is. Remember, don't lost faith, if we stand together , we unite, we will prevails and survive. Pray hard for Japan.

Regards,

Jer

What i've been up to lately

It’s been 3 months I never update my blog. In this 3 months, I had really busy with my studies and prepare for Chinese New Year thingy. Everything just came so quickly, time flies, time will never stop just for you, it’ll keep on going. I’ll treasure every single second I had. :D

The very first thing I wanted to share was my studies. I had seriously thing about it, what’s going on with me recently? I had lost my motivation, and I need it badly. I taken 5 subject in last semester, it is the Principle of finance, Management decision science, Advanced Management English, Human resource management and Fundamental of accounting. Guess what? It was a total messed. I’m unable to score ace in the principle finance and human resource management in midterm. The other 3 subject I kinda confident with that, probably ACE them. I never felt scared of final exam before, but last sem, I was scared about my human resource management. I ever been that stressed and nervous in my previous studies, but this HRM really made me gone mad. The week I study this subject, I never slept more than 3 hours a day. Yeah, right, it’s 3 hours. I do what Edison said, “Well prepared*Work hard + Sacrifice = Success”, and this is the Edison’s rule. But too bad, I left the well prepared behind. DANG! So I work harder and harder. It was fun if u really enjoy your study, but make sure you do it the right way. During the exam, I was frustrated when I saw the questions, I know what it’s all about but I forgotten what I memorize. This is a big lesson to me, it makes me understand that as a student, we must be well prepared for everything, we must understand what it’s all about and pay attention during the lecture. I just hoping that I could seriously pass the HRM. God Bless me. Guess what? I did passed my HRM with out of expectation result. I’m glad I was blessed. Thank god.

Well, other than studies, what I’ve up to? Yeah! It’s Chinese new year. It was the most happening and happiest celebration to all Chinese. I really love Chinese New Year. Why? Because I’m able to meet my cousins and had a great time with them even though we’re just hanging out at my uncles and grandpa’s house. I love them so much, more than words. I love every single member of my family. I know sometimes I didn’t showed nor speak how much I love u guys, but from the deep of my heart, y’all will stayed forever and ever. Another thing I liked about Chinese New Year was the food. Hell yeah! FOOD RULES! My top chef in house aka my pretty and lovely mommy, she was the one who prepared all those delicious foods. In the new year of lunar calendar, I had something to tell, I wanted to say : “It was a great year in 2010. I wanted make a toss to my awesome family member. Mom, Thank u. Thanks for taken good care of me all of the time, I know I’ve being stubborn sometimes, but I don’t mean it, please forgive me. Dad, thanks to u too. Giving me so much opportunities of taking chances in future, paying me so much invisible love that u could ever say out loud like mom do. Bros, Bryan and Hsien, I wanted to thank u guys so much of being such a good example to me, even if u guys JUMP on me when I was little, but u know what? I missed those days. I mean it. Since we’re growing up, we never been that close anymore. Bryan busying in his work and Hsien was busy in his civil engineering course. I’m proud of u, Hsien. U always been a good example and a good brother to me. And last but not least, my lovely sister, Jia Le. Thank u of being my best friend when I’m home even I know I totally make u gone mad when u was little. But u was too cute to make fun with. Hahaha. That’s all of toss and cheers for the coming 2011. Loads of love. :D “

Another thing I wanted to speak out in my own little space was The Quake Incident of Japan. It’s so sad to saw all the saddest thing happened in just one week. Quake and Tsunami made the Jap’s peeps lose EVERYTHING in just one blinked eyes. Dear God, what have we been through, it’s a lot to see and learned. What’s the value of it? I see something real true in the Japanese. Love + Caring+ Sharing, all these values were so TRUE to me once I saw the incident. I was defeated by the natural disaster. I’m totally surrendered! Dear god, I never asking too much from you, I really hoping Japan could stand still, stay strong, get well recover soon and bless all of The sons & daughters of you who living in this peace world. We do have conflict sometimes, fighting with each other, for me, there’s no point of fighting of something. After all we all are human being, we learned what is “Sharing is Caring”. We do care each other too. I felt so disappointed to myself, I wish I could do something for the victims in Japan, but I’m not strong enough to help y’all, I’m sorry, Japan. From all the best wishes by me to you, stay strong Japan. Loads of love.

I’ve been reading a novel lately(kinda addicted to reading.lol), the novel named “ Dear John by Nicholas Sparks” . Want to know what’s it all about? Anyone of you seriously had to read about it IF you likes chic-lit. I know it was wrong for a tuff guy like me who reading those chic-lit, but TRUST me, I bet you guys going to felt the same way as I do. Well, this novel been created in a motion picture now, just as the same name like the novel’s title do. *Dear John(Try to google it.)* The storyline was just too touch and sensibility. Every single letter they wrote to each other, it almost makes me cry. Indeed, I drop few tears in the reading and in the movie as well. John and Savannah was the couple who involve in this superb distance relationship. They loved each other, but Savannah had her own reason and broken what they promised at the first time. John takes 5 years to get over it and still he couldn’t while he was still in his army’s service. *Want to know more? Read it or watch it. Trust me, you’ll never regret.*

In the end of the story, they broke up few years back(5 years I guess) but they got along together at last. I learned some values from this story, distance is the real challenging barriers, if a couple could seriously won over the distance and stay strong with each other, there’s nothing impossible for them at all. But seriously distance sucks! Even Savannah couldn’t stand for the distance. So hope you all would seriously watch or read this. Was kinda amazing though.

Well, I should stop here. I’ve been talking to much I guess and thanks for bear with me for reading my whole story, what I ve up to few months back. Before I stop, I had something to tell YOU, yeah, YOU! You know who you are. If YOU reading this, I wanted to confess that I had a crush on you. I hope we really could work out though. :) I didn’t know what will happen in future, but I know what I wanted now. So there's something else I wanna tell you. Right before everything went black, you wanna know the very last thing that entered my mind? You. *dreaming* Wishing you had great times in all days. :)

Alright, I better off now. So, later peeps. Great night ahead.

Loads of love,

Jer

A song dedicated to whoever reading this.

2011 New Year Resolution.

When the clock ticking to 12am, i think loads of things i done before and some of them i haven made it. 2010 was a blast. everything happened so sudden and easy come easy go. but i guess i've been a really good person in 2010. Don't y'all agree? :D Even though sometimes i'd messed things up, but still i made it few in my 2010 resolution checklist. Let's review.

2010 New year resolution checklist

1) Being a good son to my family/parent. ✔

2) Being Polite and Kind ( duh,hot tempered made it failed, will try my best to achieve.)

3) Six pack abs ( gosh,1 big belly abs, will try my best this year. lol)

4) Talked to 10 most wanted hot chicks (nope, because i've been a coward sometimes, but i made it 5 this year. woot)

5) Become a real man. No more naive thinking/actions. ✔

Guess i just made it 2 in my list. lol. But nevermind, its 2011, its goi9ng to be legen......wait for it.....DARY! :D

Well, cut the crap and let's go for the 2011 new year resolution.

2011 New Year Resolution

1) Save as much as i can. ( in money term)

2) Eight pack abs and killer arm( hopefully. xD)

3) Do my best in my cgpa.

4) No more fooling in lecture class.

5) Be Mr. Been There Done That.(hopefully yet the most important one. xD)

6) Being polite and kind

7) Be a good friend to have in life

8) Be a good son and awesome brother to to have in life

9) Keep awesomeness going

10) Find a me a girl( perhaps. lol)

Wow, i guess my list is kind of easy to achieve if i really put more effort huh? I bet it is. lol.

Well, thats all for my 1/1/11 post for the 2011 new year resolutions.

Happy new year and have a merry 2011 to y'all. Cheers! :D

Hello, Mr. Fabregas!

It's an awesome mid-term break. I got my new love, CTR360. WOOTZ! I'm glad to have you, Fabregas. XD

And i'd receive an early christmas gift from my lovely mum, a brand new pair of vintage Nike Cortez to make my road to campus more comfortable. Thanks mum, i love you. :D

Christmas is the most wonderful of the year. I love Christmas, Christmas is just amazing and so fantasy. Merry Christmas everyone. :D

Good bye Rooney. Hello, Fabregas! :D

Mistakes/Failure?

2nd of December 2010, this is the day i've failed my group mates. Due to my over confident and the ability of convincing, i had seriously ruined my group mates presentation marks and made a BIG mistakes by trusting the internet material and believe what it done by the internet was right.

I remembered it was 10.55am, i had a terrible feeling before i walk in to the tutor room. I've heard from my friend said that the previous group was doing the same case study as me and my group does. I curious and i asked. I've been told that they using the internet material as well and our lecturer was kinda mad and disappointed by knowing their answer was a plagiarism. Even though i know what we done was internet material which given by my kind-hearted senior, but it is exactly the same answer scheme as we do. Once i found out our answer was a plagiarism shitty, i realize this presentation going to be a disaster. At the moment, i'm so regret that i don't trust our own group analyse skills and our human intelligence rather than using the internet material been source by my kind-hearted senior which we called Plagiarism. I knew i had nothing to do at the moment but just to make the confession of being such a loser before i presents my answer to our lecturer.

Well, the presentation did end up a disaster and we did disappointed our lecturer. At the same time, my classmates did take advantages on us by asking questions to gain the coursework marks during the Q&A(question and answer) session which i named it THE CHARITABLE GIVING. Well done guys. You guys did a GOOD JOB. Someone even scored 4 pointer now. Bravo! Thank you for asking us question and giving such a GOOD comments.

Well, it just all passed. I know there's nothing for me to do to make an appeal on our marks. I admit my fault to the world by blogging this issue. Before i stop, i would like to take this opportunity to make an apology to my group mates and my lecturer, Dr. Chew. Guys, I'm sorry. Please forgive my over-confident. I really made a worst group leader. Please forgive my misguided as well. Dr. Chew, I'm sorry that i've disappointed you by using plagiarism shitty. Even it is totally beyond your business, but, as a student, i should be faithful and show what we actually learned from your lecture by not using the internet material to take the shortcuts. Thank you for your comments, Dr.Chew. Last but not least, i'm so grateful to have you guys. Thank you so much by spending your time for the meeting and your kindness. Overall rated for the presentation, i would rate 100% to the 3 of y'all by being so supportive. Me? A bloody 10% for the time-wasted effort! I did the worst decision. I deserve it.

What i earned and learned today it really cost a GREAT PRICE to me. It is time to take away my over-confident and i should start to believe my own intelligence. I should really believe on myself, my intelligence, my knowledge. We all capable of mistakes. We gained the lessons, learned from it, work over it, and don't repeat. Forgive your mistakes but don't forget.

Today Lesson Quotes :

"Failure is only the opportunity to begin again, only this time more wisely."

~ Henry Ford

" The worst mistake anyone can make is being too afraid to make one."

~ Jermy aka Chanyi

Don't be Afraid! Go the Distance!

What do you when you fall down?

Sometimes in life, when you fall down, you felt like you don’t have the strength to get back up. DO you think you have hope? Because I tell you, I’m down here. I’ll try 100 times to get up and if I failed 100 times, if I failed and I give up, do you think I maybe gonna give up. No! If I failed, I will try again and again and again, but I want you to know it is not the end. It matters how you gona finish. Are you gonna finish strong? And you will find that strength to get back up.

Don’t ever give up!

When thing goes wrong as they sometimes will.

When the roads you are trudging seems all uphill.

When you felt low and the stress is high and you want to smile but all you do is sigh.

When worries are getting you down a bit.

By all means believe and don’t quit.

Success is failure turned inside out…spirits gift in the cloud of doubts.

You can never tell how close you are, it may be near when it seems far.

Trust in the powerful strength of believing when you are hardest hit.

Don’t ever forget that…

It’s when things go wrong that you must never quit.

I realize that we don’t always have control all over happens to us,we are players on the stage of life.

If you're trying to achieve, there will be roadblocks. I've had them; everybody has had them. But obstacles don't have to stop you. If you run into a wall, don't turn around and give up. Figure out how to climb it, go through it, or work around it. -Micheal Jordan

LIE-S

Never trust anyone who you believed so much, they betray on you sometimes.

LIES - Liable In yourself is more than Enough,Suckers!

I failed! From what? No doubt, i fail because i trusted someone! I thought there will be someone out there would gained his credibility on you but world ain't that beautiful that you think.

Now, i am alone at a crossroads, i am done believing you, you don't know what i am feeling. But on the bright side, i am more than what you made of me. FYI, i am not hated you, i should be thankful. Thanks for lies and shits you made of.

Once a wise guy told me, " To learn to succeed, you must first learn to fail."

I failed, i gained the lesson, i forgive but i wouldn't forget.

Please listen to me!

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete

Listen to the sound from deep within
Its only beginning to find release

Ohh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen

[chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

There was someone here inside
Someone I thought had died
So long ago
Oh I'm screaming out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed Aside or turned
Into your own
All 'cause you won't listen

[chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start, but I will complete

Now I am done believing you
You don't know not what I am feeling
I'm more than what you've made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I got to find my own - my own

Awesome Fat Burning Treatment.

Since i've gained loads of weights in this holiday, i must work hard to get a healthy body for the my new degree career. Well, i started to invent my own workout routine rather than follow the others. Here's what i've done today. It's sort of Fat Burning + Arm workout.

Here's the Workout list :

1) Rope Skipping 70-100 reps/set

2) Metabolic Mountain Climber 30 sec's/set

3) Alternative Bicep Curls 12 reps/set

4) Triceps Extension 12 reps/set

5) Dip 8-12 reps/set

6) Plank 30 sec's

First, warm up and stretch the whole body parts to avoid any injuries. Now u start with Rope skipping with 100 reps. After finish the rope skipping, with non-stop, u start with the metabolic mountain climber long last for 30 seconds. Once done,straight away to alternative bicep curls for 8-12 reps depends on ur strength. Done with the alternative bicep curls,maintain ur form with non-stop u start with the triceps extension with 8-12 reps, den do the dip 8-12reps as well. After the arm routine, going back to rope skipping for 70 reps. With all these exercises, consider as 1 set. Do it 4 set with a 30 seconds rest. After the whole routine, do plank for 30 seconds to ripped ur abs. It's a save time workout. I done all 4 set in just 40 min,believe it or not? Well, it's the fact. :)

Well, that's what i wana share today. Wan a healthy body and lifestyle, don't be lazy in all that. keep this in mind. :)

"Snap chicks that u found she's HAWT!"

Recently,I'm bored. Recently,I'm started to tired with the "buy things without second thought" shopping spree. Recently,I've been busy. Recently,I'm going crazy. Recently,I'm hanging out with awesome game so called the "when i get bored, i started to entertain myself." game.

Well,wonder what it is? YES!!! You're totally into my topic. I named it

This self-entertain game established since 11st September 2010.

As the PIONEER who developed this game, I feel proud of myself. FYI,i always proud of myself as usual. Do u know why? The answer is I'm awesome. *wink*

Aite, cut the crap! Here how it goes. 1st, Location. U must know which place most of the chick would like to chill in. 2nd, Camera. Beware of the annoyed shutter sounds and flash,it's gonna kill u if they activated. 3rd,Dress nicely. Incase to allow chicks stare on u AT LEAST A MOMENT. 4th,Steady and snap! That's how we gonna do when u get bored. U'll find sumting real cool and funny when u snap them with their natural gestures and post. It's freaking delightful.

Well, nuff said. Dat's wat i gonna share. And here's a hot chickas pic that i snap in NSW outlet located at mid-valley. Enjoy and have a nice day. :)

Suddenly,It's Aidilfitri!

Hi,peeps. I'm back from from the death pedal. :)

Just like old times,its been awhile. Do y'all miss me? I guess some said "yes",some said "no",some might said "Non of my business". But its okay, because i missed y'all. :)

Nothing special to post but a warm greetings to all of my muslim fellow friends, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Hope y'all had a wonderful Raya this year and maaf zahir batin. :)

Oh you make me SMILE

You´re better then the best
I´m lucky just to linger in your life
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow that´s right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me
Lets me know that it´s ok yeah it´s ok
And the moments when my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed
Sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head
Spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold
Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

Even when you´re gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of
bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold
buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

Don´t know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold
buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed
sing like bird
Dizzy in my head
spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold
buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile
Ohh you make me smile
Ohh you make me smile

Words from me: Oh You make me smile~i love this song so much...cz u definitely make me smile...felt so good...yea,its u. hey u! its u! oh u make me smile...xD

Things that you'll never know

It's been awhile i din listen to mandarin song...and yes..u're the 1st! The 1st mandarin song touched me in August! Thank u!

I'm a BIG FAN of RANSOM Holding Co.

I need a Girl!

Tourbillion

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Timeless

Currently i'm falling in love with my job...what i am doing? here's wat i do everyday...

1) Wake up early in the morning of 6.30am.

2) Had a refresh breakfast and went to work at 8.10am.

3) Working hour : 8.30am - 10.00pm

4) Went back home and update my facebook for 1 hour

5) Sleep for 7 hour and wake up again.

Internship? DUH~~~give me a break! Currently i'm working..not internship! I love it...i love the feel how we used to chase after the time...it is so timeless by being an auditor...i need something that could boost me more closer to the time...i need something that can help me run faster...what would that be? Well....u guys gota figure it out den...it's coming to me soon...so guess and win contest is started now...who ever can guess what "that" is...big prize will be given out. xD