2nd of December 2010, this is the day i've failed my group mates. Due to my over confident and the ability of convincing, i had seriously ruined my group mates presentation marks and made a BIG mistakes by trusting the internet material and believe what it done by the internet was right. I remembered it was 10.55am, i had a terrible feeling before i walk in to the tutor room. I've heard from my friend said that the previous group was doing the same case study as me and my group does. I curious and i asked. I've been told that they using the internet material as well and our lecturer was kinda mad and disappointed by knowing their answer was a plagiarism. Even though i know what we done was internet material which given by my kind-hearted senior, but it is exactly the same answer scheme as we do. Once i found out our answer was a plagiarism shitty, i realize this presentation going to be a disaster. At the moment, i'm so regret that i don't trust our own group analyse skills and our human intelligence rather than using the internet material been source by my kind-hearted senior which we called Plagiarism. I knew i had nothing to do at the moment but just to make the confession of being such a loser before i presents my answer to our lecturer.
Well, the presentation did end up a disaster and we did disappointed our lecturer. At the same time, my classmates did take advantages on us by asking questions to gain the coursework marks during the Q&A(question and answer) session which i named it THE CHARITABLE GIVING. Well done guys. You guys did a GOOD JOB. Someone even scored 4 pointer now. Bravo! Thank you for asking us question and giving such a GOOD comments.
Well, it just all passed. I know there's nothing for me to do to make an appeal on our marks. I admit my fault to the world by blogging this issue. Before i stop, i would like to take this opportunity to make an apology to my group mates and my lecturer, Dr. Chew. Guys, I'm sorry. Please forgive my over-confident. I really made a worst group leader. Please forgive my misguided as well. Dr. Chew, I'm sorry that i've disappointed you by using plagiarism shitty. Even it is totally beyond your business, but, as a student, i should be faithful and show what we actually learned from your lecture by not using the internet material to take the shortcuts. Thank you for your comments, Dr.Chew. Last but not least, i'm so grateful to have you guys. Thank you so much by spending your time for the meeting and your kindness. Overall rated for the presentation, i would rate 100% to the 3 of y'all by being so supportive. Me? A bloody 10% for the time-wasted effort! I did the worst decision. I deserve it.
What i earned and learned today it really cost a GREAT PRICE to me. It is time to take away my over-confident and i should start to believe my own intelligence. I should really believe on myself, my intelligence, my knowledge. We all capable of mistakes. We gained the lessons, learned from it, work over it, and don't repeat. Forgive your mistakes but don't forget.
Today Lesson Quotes :
"Failure is only the opportunity to begin again, only this time more wisely."
~ Henry Ford
" The worst mistake anyone can make is being too afraid to make one."
~ Jermy aka Chanyi
