Finally~I can Breathe

From Dusk Till Dawn

Finally i can breathe for a while...hectic week ever! It's going to kill me in anyway...but finally i survive at last! Well...what are the things going around for the week? Test,Quiz,Assignments...and the DEAN's ceremony and my elder bro..Hsien's birthday!

Hope all ur dreams come true! All the best in study and life's!

5 day combo...non-stop! But i appreciated & enjoyed! Just like my mum always told me..."If theres things u cant ignore...just accept it and enjoy it..u will felt the real joy in busy life's! C'est La Vie!" Thanks mum...and gota thanks to my dad by attending the ceremony! Love both y'll always! ^^

Thanks mum and dad! Love y'll!

Proud of y'll...all the best!

Well,i will be much busy for the following weeks due to my final exam is coming soon...and i may abandon my blog for a while...sorry bloggy! xD

And today...what a day! Finally i've done something right! I said it...and i mean it! Suddenly my heart seems like dropping a big stone from the heart...felt free and relax..and smiles all the moment...after the i said it...V,i mean it! But still there's a gap with the distance tho~still under development...hope everything goes fine! I wont cross the line...hope V can understand...everything depends on time...let the time makes the decision!

Aight...gota off now...real tired~ and here's something i gota share for the day...and thats what mean for me and u..enjoy and good nite! ^^

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Back from death!

Hi peeps..finally i'm back from death! My hectic week almost done! But still had a seminar on 2moro morning tho....T.T

I just finish my Financial Accounting test today....TOUGH! HARD! Anything u can imagine...DAMN! I so bloody regret that i dun have enough time to study due to the presentation, quiz, submitted tutorials...dang!!! how i wish i had 48 hours a day~T.T

But still....C'est La Vie! Gota keep moving forward...because the clock wont stop and stare....it wil only keep tick-tocking....wont stop...wont ticking with anti-clockwise...just move it...aight? xD

Well...Nothing much today...cause im damn tired and i almost forgot what is the date today...i tot it still its monday...lmao! But now its friday....and im still living in my own life...ROFL!

Now...here's a question...i wonder it and doubt it so much~i've been asked...if a girl said she miss u...wat do u think? Guess what? I've no idea!!! SERIOUSLY! No idea...cause i never been into this kind of circumstances b4...and i bet no girls gonna tell me this quote tho...LOL~Den i answer my fren..."Does she mean it? Or just simply say it?"...den he answered me..."Err...i dun knw either..but she seems serious!" (FYI,they just chat in MSN.) Den i was thinking...if she serious,and she said "i miss u"...den wat shud the guy reply? "i miss u too"? or just simply give a smile on that? I've no idea...man! no idea! Den if the girl really means it, den wat shud it be? So peeps...gota educate me tho since imma nerd! Thanks in advance! xD

Aight..,i've spotted something real awesome today? what's that? Guess what? Nike Footscape X Livestrong X Hideout! I'm in love with it...wonder how much was that....maybe i will hunt "her" down...still doing survey tho..xD

Aight...im tired...im exhausted...and im over-active and now im almost become a zombie...half dead! xD Peeps..update real soon! Wish y'll had a great day, great night and Good night!

Love Story?

Well peeps,hope u guys back from frm the busy life and it’s time to had a lil free slot for surfing the web. Aight, what im goin to share today is a story. What story it is? A story that’s true and real. There’s a guy who named himself Bape…im sure u guys gona think…hey, that’s Nigo! Haha…I assumed he’ll be the next Nigo! And previously this guy had live in his own life…he never trusted anyone since his heart has broken with some reason. That’s around 3 years ago. But while he was hanging alone...he started to think…and his heart talk to him. “Hey! are u nuts? U’re not going to live in this way…u shud open ur heart and started to believe peoples. If not…u’re going to die alone! Peacefully! No one going to cry for u!” said the heart. After he heard what the heart said…he realized that he’s being such a dumb ass all the while…and stupid! He don’t even know what his doing this for…3 years ago,a broken hearted has live in the darkness without any lights…kinda like punishment for him. But after 3 years…the broken hearted started to heal…and he decide to open his heart and go out from the darkness. Once he step out through the door, he feel the warm sun light…the birds was sang to him…and he never felt so alive at the moment. He was so happy! Started knowing new frens…and started to join new culture! At the same time, an angel has appear in front of eye his through his fren guidance! He doesn’t recognize the angel but his fren told him name of the angel. She was kinda the girl next door typo, adorable and the point is…totally he’s cup of tea. She just like an angel came by and took him to the heaven, like a light in the darkness….guide him to the right path! So, he started to notice her. He trying to know her well so he take his 1^st step…be fren with her. Once he succeed, through conversation, he started to realize there’s loads common between he and she. It doesn’t takes long…within 30 days of time, he hang out few times with her…finally he started to had a crush on her~ He doesn’t feel this way b4 for 3 years of time…but now…he feels it and started to learn it! While the times goes by….he faces a lot rumours…loads negative sign that signal him there’s no chance, there’s no other way out, there’s no any other reason for him to stay. But he’s the man! He still keen on what he want….what he pursue he knows its precious for him, no matter what comes through him, he’s still goes on! Unfortunately, something happened! She was acting kinda weird these few days…she was felt disturbance when he trying to chat with her. But according to him, she was frustrated and busy for stuff going around her. Yea…maybe that’s the reason y she wud felt that way…and he decide not to disturb her for the upcoming days. During these days, he has found out the fact…the fact is…he was the one who had crush on her all the while and she doesn’t felt that way. And why she was acting werid it’s maybe she was kinda freaked out with he’s crushes on her?! And he started to think that it is time to leave out all the rest and back to his own life’s again…before he back to his own life…he had wrote a short note…

“ All the while with being friends with u is considered a very precious blessing to me, and one of the best moment in my life…ur kindness and our friendship is my inspiration. U always put a smile in my heart and u never failed to cheer me up when I’m feeling down. I guess what im really trying to say is…I’m falling for u~ I’m not expecting u to feel the same way, I just want u to know my deepest feeling that I’ve keeping all this while.”

End of short notes!

Well…and that’s the end of the story. What he going to do? I guess u guys gota find out urself den…happy ending? Or sad ending? I’ve no idea…but the guy shud not go any futher...he shud leave and gone…or else…they can’t even be frens because of the confession~there's always had a bottom line for relationship~ But I guess it takes 30 days for him to falling in love…and oso it takes 300 days for him to forgone and recover. Word~ True story tho…peeps…hows it? Haha…love it or hate it? Just sharing tho..

And today im not really well due to my gastric comes to visit me again…"he" always been a good fren of mine....visit me often..T.T I gota miss the street jazz class tho…sob! And the following days gona be real hectic…3 quiz,1 test,1 seminar and 1 rehearsal for the week…hows it? It not going to defeat me….it makes me stronger! xD Anyway hope y’ll had a nice day yo…and im felt exhausted and real tired tho…so good day & good nite! Ciao~

Happy Easter

Hi peeps,it's ya boi...Jeremy again! Wad up world...wad up peeps! And today was a big day...what it is? Yes! It's Easter! So Happy Easter to y'll! Praise the lord...he is rise and alive! Amen! xD

Well...im kinda disappointed to myself...because i missed the easter service today due to my false judgement...but i would blame myself. But still it's a great day...i believe im forgiveable today..because today is easter! whee~thx god! xD

Well...wat im goin to share today is...i started to falling in love with Bearbrick. They are so adorable and totally catch my eyes in beauty! I think im goin to get them if i can afford them...but i will go for 400% watermelon and strawberry 1st...saving money now...whee~~well for those whoever seen them b4...now...let me introduce u...behold for the super duper cute Bearbrick...The dope collaboration between 3 giant brand...Levis x CLOT x Medicom Toy 1000% Bearbrick Watermelon & Strawberry Set!

i'm falling in love with u~

shall we fall in love? xD

u will never notice my existence because im always guard u from the unsighted place...nuff said!

Dats all for the introducing...nuff said? I guess so...xD

Well...today...was another usual day in my life...emo+struggle+optimism! And i think i was wrong again...im into someone...but someone are not interested in me...timing are so important in relationship...maybe i just appear in the wrong timing~ How i wish we had another time...how i wish we had another place...but everything we have is stuck in the moment and there's nothing my heart can do to fight with time and space cause i'm still stuck in the moment with u~just like i quoted..."u will never notice my existence because im always guard u from the unsighted place.." Guess i gota move on~again~

Aight...done with my emo again...i shud called it a day now...so again...happy easter to y'll! Great day ever! So peeps...sleep tight and had a good night! Peace out~

That Should Be ME?

Hi peeps...its ya boi,Jeremy again! How y'll doing? I bet all of u had a great day~

Well...not special for me today...just another gaming day...PES day! xD Stuck in the room whole day and non-stop gaming! And i was amaze by Justin Bibier new album..."My World 2.0"...indeed...he's the coolest kid on the planet! I was chillin with his album for my whole lovely Saturday! A must listen to his album! Most Wanted!

For the previous post...guess i had to overthrow my judgement for the fact that i mentioned yesterday. Early in the morning....i was finishing my jog from campus....and when i reach...i saw a msg...yea..V was curios about my emo yesterday and had asked me why i being such emo? Well, here's the answer...U smile,i smile! Indeed,u're the irreplaceable~Holdin ur hands,makin u laugh,feelin ur kiss,buyin u gifts...that shud be me? I doubt it so much! But let the time judge it~cz i've no idea wat to do?

I've being such a dumber yesterday...jz assumed with my stupid judgement and conclude with the wrong view. What on earth that im thinking? Indeed,i love to imagine..haha! But now...im still here...and im back from death again! It's so good to be back yo! whee~xD

Well...im back to my optimistic life again and still gota work more harder on my study...cause currently i've addicted to PES and no study mood at all...God...please give the study spirit to me! I wan an outstanding result! God....please save me from the evil's addiction.

Well peeps, shall we called it a day? Aight...gota off tho...for those who haven sleep...hope u had a great nite...and for those who going to sleep soon...sleep tight and good nite! Peace out!

Good Friday

Hi peeps...wad up y'll! It's been awhile...and im back from the death!

The past few days...i was dead because of alot of shit makes me goes crazy...company law test, financial accounting and audit marks(real worst)...all these stuff makes me goes crazy! Real crazy!

Im so dead while im in the company law test hall...wat i memorize...wat i studied...wat i understand...i din apply on my question paper at all...wat on earth im doing recently? im not used to be that way...it must something that always running in my head all the time...what dat is? I'm trying to figure out as well...and finally...i found out!

Truth always been cruel...yet...it makes us stonger and grown up at the same time we accept it as a reality in our own mind tho! And now...i decide to move on...i've no reason for waiting and waiting and waiting...what's the reason u wait for? rudely...what the hell u waiting for? There's no reason...bcz i've seen the fact with my eyes...previously...i tot that was rumours...and now i realized! So,before i let u go..there's something i gota say...wat i wana say is...YES! I've been falling into u and i like u for awhile...but now..guess i jz gota let go yo...u deserve the better! In fact, the best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our heart and bring peaces to our mind and thats what u given me. Thats what i hope to give u forever. The guy wasnt me at all...but still u deserve it...V~

Somewhat,im nothing special and jz a common man with common thoughts and i've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name soon be forgotten, but in one respect i've succeeded as gloriously as anyone who ever lived...i've loved another with all my heart and soul and for me that has always been enough.

Aight! It's time to share some precious stuff....what dat is? Today is Good Friday...and this Friday are real good! Meaningful day ever! I've ever been so meaningful in my life...i went to church!!! And the speecher are real good...he amaze me! Respect! Well, guess i will continue going because there's some theory i realize today but stuck in the half way...i hope to know it all! And that how i spent my Good Friday!

Now...im done with emo...done with my theory...what about we called it a day? Aight peeps...sleep tight and good nite! Update soon! God Loves y'll!